Ochola.Wesonga

Say you had a girlfriend. She had the perfect body, an amazing smile and a personality you only see in movies. You fell in love the moment you heard her speak because her voice was the hoarse type. She was just perfect. Perfect until she kissed you. Ooh my god!! She is awful. You never want her to kiss you. She sucks your entire lips to the point where it is not sexy but actually painful now. So you pretend to always peck her and enjoy the tight hugs more than the kissing. That is the only wooden vessel in her golden world. You swear you love this woman. She brings out the man in you. The beast that just grabs her and you know what. She also makes you this soft guy that cares about her feelings. You would hold her bag in a mall while she goes to the ladies. Once in a while pretend to watch a reality with her and end up loving it more than she did. Yes, she is that sort of a lady. You love her too now don’t you? Let’s push in a little deeper now. Say she understood you are not per

                                                                     Why would a woman wake up one morning and decide that now she wants to be equal to a man? What would possibly happen to make her feel that need? Can we argue and say that perhaps it was a strand in her DNA that was waiting to just manifest itself? Or did God finally decide to promote her to be a man’s equal? Whichever the case may be, personally I think something went terribly wrong somewhere, probably before I was born so as to trigger this monumental event. I am therefore going to give my personal opinion regarding this matter. The only reason I could come up with after much thought is man. There, I have said it. I believe the biggest problem the world has ever faced is men not taking their rightful place in the society. Man has lost his sense of responsibility and duty. He is grappling with the idea of what it means to be a man. It is like he is scared even. A man is designed to be a provider, protector, hunte

I WANT TO DIE “Hey, how are you doing today?” “I am great.” How many times have you lied about that when deep inside you just want to scream and run around cursing and break into tears? Because the truth is you are broken. You are slowly loosing yourself to the people around you. Everyone takes a piece of you when they make you do something you don’t want to but because you want to make them happy you smile and let them take away a little of your happiness. Sometimes that person sleeps next to you every night; he is the father of your kids. The guy you thought loved every flaw on your body and spirit. That best friend that you think you cannot do without. So you take their mistakes and make them your own. You keep burdening yourself. Making excuses for them. Let us try and figure out why? Why would anyone suffer in silence for the mistakes and burdens of others? The first answer that comes to my mind is the society. The expectations it has created over the years for certain pe

Episode two I am almost certain everyone has one of those times they can swear they are madly in love. You kneel down and close your eyes beside your bed; this is the first time you are praying in a while. You truly don’t want this feeling to end. You have faith that the guy who pushes prayer requests in heaven will definitely see this one. I mean, he ignored when you asked for your grades to change back in school, when you desperately needed that cash and so on. You get the idea. Please allow me to lie to you, even just a little. Let me lie and say the biggest secret being held right now is that Clarence has a girlfriend and yet he has fallen so madly in love with Maria. He has not told his girlfriend that he is cheating on her, emotionally at the very least and Maria is under the impression that this beautiful boy seating across the table staring at his coffee is the sweetest man she has ever met. Okay that is not a lie. Not in this episode at least. He was literally up the

PLEASE DON’T LOVE ME. Episode One What if the person you loved most in this world held a secret so deep and dark it could destroy your heart into a million pieces? Imagine sleeping next to this secret every night, feeling warm and safe as you cuddle through the cold nights. The lips you can’t wait to kiss every single moment you get the chance are the very same lips that took an oath of secrecy to deny you the opportunity to know the one thing that could completely put your entire life in ruin. Could what you are feeling now be better than finding out the truth? What if we went deeper and tried to defend the person withholding the secret from you and in their defense say that, as their hands hold you at night their hearts sleep in fear, ashamed even, of the joy and happiness you are giving them. Let’s feign to feel sorry for them, that when they hug you so tight till you feel your hearts have completely become one it is because there is only one heart, your heart. Their heart ha